Reflections on your 15th Stillbirth Day

My daughter would have been 15 years old today if she hadn’t grown wings when she was born still.

Our bodies deeply hold the entirety of our experiences during our lives and beyond. The conscious experiences really create much of our reality, even after time has passed and we’ve transformed the events.

The past few days have been a resurgence of the programmed stress response my body used to hold, especially in those first 7 years after her transition to Spirit. Yep, 7 years. I had to claw my way back to joy, love and desire for this life without her, while I continued to lose more and more.  It tested me and everyone around me relentlessly. I spent years in tears and gut wrenching pain. I feel immense gratitude that I finally caught myself and created the space to transform my grief into a purpose and passion in this life and for honoring a profound experience very few will ever know.

It is through my daily alignment practice + my ascension dedication to shed this dangerous programming of fear, scarcity, comparison and lack culture that I can now download the radical messages of my journey in this lifetime and the importance of every single experience. We hold creation knowledge within when we can tap into the Universal Force energy, but when we are sent messages constantly (CONSTANTLY) through media, news, pop culture, linear learning, gender biases, government policies and the eternal attack on our Divine Feminine that intuitive power becomes feared, fractured and denied. I still have moments of extreme sadness without my daughter since that is the dominant message of worthiness around us. I am not celebrated for the amount of strength it took me to stay alive, to build a new life, to hold a baby, to find utter joy and abundance as a single woman without her children…. BUT when I clear all that lower vibration bullshit, I can sit in complete fing AWE of the depth of my emotional well, of my journey with her, of what it took to give birth to her body, of 15 years of fighting to understand our sacred truth and to uncover the GREAT roles we both play in creating deep healing in this Earth from our bridge between our human and Spirit realms. 

Happy birthday Duniya Eve, my forever 💫✨💫

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Celebrating Life In Death

Celebrating Life In Death

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Podcast Episode Summary

Join me for today’s special podcast episode that has come as a channeled message from my guides about the celebration in death, the possibilities in death and the even joy that can be found in death.  It’s about rewriting a limiting, archaic and unfortunate narrative we’ve been sold around death.  The veil continues to get thinner with every energy portal and event in this great human evolution that is currently underway.  We have a grand opportunity to fully inhabit the sacred ownership and honor of life and death.  And death has a gift for us as we open up to it’s exquisite potentials and possibilities. I am here to share with you how understanding the pure joyful life in death can actually make powerful transformations for us here and now.

Show Notes

Death is the only guarantee
Exploring the celebration of life in death
Adversity and challenges always create new possibilities and opportunities
The importance of conscious consumption
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The great awakening and thinning veil
We are vibrational beings that get to choose how we vibrate in this Universe
The limiting narrative we’ve been historically sold about death
Feeling into two pathways with death
Death as a gateway to dissolving human karma and wounding
Revisiting our relationship to death
Finding and choosing new possibilities in programmed experiences
Tempering instinct to feel out new messages
Changing the narrative with higher consciousness practices
Feeling the true glory of Valhalla
Detaching with love
A brief final light connection guided meditation

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Recovering From Birth Trauma, Interview with Lori Reising

Hi Wild Heart Warriors!

Here is a very intimate, raw and vulnerable interview I did (where I truly bare my SOUL) with Front Seat, The Road Back to You Podcast about epigenetics and how birth trauma/wounds can greatly inform aspects of your life. This work and healing are critical for all the work we need to do as a community. When we care for the emotional and physical experience of our mothers and babies, we create communities filled with trust and empathy. When we bring our babies in through trauma, we contribute to wounding that can express as fear, mistrust, pain and even violence. As Anna Verwaal said “It is much easier to build a healthy child than to repair a broken adult.”
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I also take you on my journey of the loss of my daughter and marriage, where I went through my life’s deepest tragedy to finding my way to working with birth to ultimately help change the world. Monica held a very safe space to share my raw story with you in a way that I believe will offer you hope and excitement in our ability to heal and transform.
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As we move through a great space of education and awareness in our history and for the fight for racial justice, I hope to shine light on the importance of birth since Black women experience up to 2-3 times more trauma and maternal death rates than white women in this country. It’s very real and it must be addressed. Until we fully realize that everything begins with the way we birth and the way we care for our birthing families, our community wounds and health will continue to be compromised as adults. I think you might have a few “aha” moments as you start to make the connections between birth and who you are today, which will be a great asset to your healing work here. 💫 Link below. 👇🏼

https://www.buzzsprout.com/982975/3885863…

Look for my no holds barred book on childbirth at the end of 2020 and my memoir in 2021!

The Language of Grief with Morgan Wade

The Language of Grief with Morgan Wade

Episode Summary

I am talking today with Morgan Wade, a somatic therapist and hypnotherapist specializing in intimacy and embodiment. We are in unprecedented times with a global pandemic shifting life as we have known it.  I believe we are on the precipice of dropping deeper into a society based in community instead of currency and for that I am excited.  We are seeing how humanity is rising up to a global crisis and frankly I am proud, but we are also experiencing very real levels of collective grief pertaining to such dramatic change, as well as personal grief and loss from the virus itself.  I wanted to get to some real talk about grief for support and understanding. We will explore the language of grief that comes after the sudden loss of a person and how it can be an access point to raw vulnerability and spirit, how loss is human and moments of enlightenment can sometimes be found on a kitchen or bathroom floor and we also look at how grief can become our teacher.  We touch briefly on the stages of grief, but more so on the process of finding meaning in grief.  In the end, our conversation becomes a beautifully woven exploration of this earth  school ride that we are all on together, in community  in these human bodies and in our hearts.  As someone who had spent many years of my life in grief, this episode means the world to me.  I want to offer some support to the many people out there experiencing loss on any plane and to normalize the gravity of what they may be feeling.  I also want to offer support to the communities of those very same people so they might be able to hold space a little more without fear.  Morgan offers exquisite insights from all sides.

Show Notes:

  • Our history – a kindred spirit connection
  • Morgan’s early relationship with grief
  • Grief is human and universal
  • We are all increasing each other’s bandwidth for holding discomfort
  • Grief as a direct access to raw vulnerability and spirit
  • The current layers of collective grief
  • Moments of enlightenment on the kitchen and bathroom floor
  • The gift of grief as a teacher
  • Our innate medical wisdom to boost immunity
  • The stages of grief
  • Finding meaning in loss
  • The earth school ride
  • Who is your dream guest and why?

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